it's only 6plus am now , and i can't go back to sleep . it's really getting on my nerves ! i can't even sleep well now -_-; work later .. i'm super dreading .
crap. im gona go prepare for work , bye .
i have totally no idea why i'm bringing this problem to myself . it could have been simple. it could only just be like this.
too many random thoughts in this random night .
i can't explain for whatever that has happened .. i don't know why i'm doing this blame it on the low self esteem , to start with , it wasn't even there . i'm trying to get over with it .. i know , i will be fine .
if only; so many if only's i wish they would happen , obviously , they wouldn't ..
i wanted to take a day off today, i can't. i so wanna take the day off tomorrow , i can't. so damn busy at work ; so much responsibilities , i can't just leave them hanging without settling . i'm breaking apart soon ..