pretty people.

EVERYONE likes/loves pretty people ; someone they wish they could be/be with.
ain't it sad to be called ugly or even not good-l0oking?
leave the FAT part out cos it's sure to be SAD ; me here feels that.
so, what will happen to those ugly people since everyone likes pretty people?
"leave the ugly to die liao" -- by shawn lee.
so how sad is that .. if u'r categorised in that 'ugly' category
and im like one of them ; dont condemn me.

it's not that person's will to be like this but it's something they cant control.
some prefer t change themselves thru operations.
mayb that's one way to boost ur confidence.
but how do u feel pretty when u think u'r not? NO WAY
i'v always felt people who thinks they'r pretty are kinda disgusting.
but i realised it's that hard to feel that .. esp when u really ain't l0oking good

like i always sae ; dont tell me l0oks ain't important cos that is total CRAP.
how in the hell are u gona know that person's character if u'r not keen in the first place.
human nature ; i sure hate it sometimes.
u have no choice but to accept it if u dont have that courage to change it.

the above are just crap .. random thoughts


people never change, and i really feel that.
yi huai really knows how to be nice to a girl and sweet talk, and he is joking.
lols ; i miss my sec sch0ol clique.


i saw his mei nd friend todae and it shocked the hell outta me.
i dont know what im scared of but my hands were cold and were shivering.
im such a stupid, dumb girl.
i really dont know what's that for ..
i wanna see him but on the otherhand, i fear seeing him.
afterall ; i didn't get t see him, mayb he wasn't even there.

i really dont like sharold ..
u noe when u'v tried so hard t get smth but u've got nth,
when this person didn't even put in effort to do it got it ..
how fuckd up is that feeling ; u dont even have to try.
i dont know her but she has brought misery to me through him.
till now ; it just cant subside.
i really want to leave it but i dont know why i cant ..
if im important, tell me.
if im not, just shoo me away will u.
maybe it's not u, i think it's me.
it's my who can't let go and leave, i think it's me.


so afterall, it's me..